To become more spontaneous, that is my goal this new year. I even have a brand quote to go along with it, JUST GO.
Sharing to you guys my bucketlist:
Apart from Calayan Islands and Batanes for domestic, I’d like to visit Baler and Cagayan De Oro. For international travel, I already have booked Siem Reap and Ho Chi Minh, so I just wish for a brave heart because at this point, I still don’t have a (not even one) travel buddy. Additionally, I’d like to visit KL-Sg again.
I’d like to learn how to surf on waves and try white water rafting.
Learning a new sport, probably archery just for fun – or gun shooting?
Learn a new language or how to cook and bake.
Find a new job.
Well, I just hope that traveling would give me an idea on which path I’d like to take. Because honestly at this point, I still feel at lost and my current job isn’t fulfilling anymore.
To add, my recent travel to Palawan made me realize that I have too much in my life that are unnecessary. How could other people live a wonderful life in the province and here I am, struggling everyday to survive a work day. I can work any job too in the province. It may not pay good but probably enough to survive everyday, I guess? There’s just too much competition in the city, I feel like I don’t fit in this kind of environment. Why so much rant, you ask? I don’t know either.
On a positive note, let’s start the year right.
Why, hello there, blog. It’s been what, a week since I’ve said hello. Let’s be hopeful that I’ll be open again with you and discuss good and bad things. :}
For the past year, I had been asking my boyfriend to get married sooner. So his goals were to invest on our future home and buy his own car, so it will be easier by then. Although I realized that no way, I can’t drag him on a fast forwarded life where I actually just want to escape from my realities. No, I can’t tell him what to do.
So just earlier, when I was reading GirlTalk and stumbled upon a how did you reach your first million thread, I was inspired. I’m not even half of the second thread but I have too many insights that I have to write all of those now and PLAN.
That’s exactly what I lack of, planning. Well, I have dreams to chase yet I wake up on come-what-may days. So I suck in general, I just realized.
Tonight, I’m going to plan my savings and reach that first million before I reach 30, development and enhancement of self.. and activities which will make me know and understand myself. You just don’t know how much crisis I’m going through right now and probably engaging myself to different things will help me cope up with the reality.
And maybe will let the relationship with my boyfriend be it as it is now. Don’t get me wrong, I love him and would love to marry and spend my lifetime with him. We’ll have more time to grow together by then but for now, it’s better to know ourselves.
So ttfn, I have to get back on track!
PS. Oh, do you think I can give up travels?
I’ve been reading on forums about random stuff, personal relationships to job markets. Very random, my life. And started to feel insecure, unsure and what. I don’t know.
Oh just letting you know because things are very random.