I am thinking of what I really want to be… and I spell n-o-t-h-i-n-g. What a boring life, e. I have tons of insecurities in life and those are to die because of.

I am still typing this kind of crappy rant at 6:50 am. Oh goodness, class starts at 8:30 am. And I am thinking of not going to school anymore. For real dropping all the subjects. I can do that but no. I would not. Random crappy rant.

Oh, I am still thinking of dropping teh subjects, be a bum and die really fat. And of course, no one would ever marry me because I did not meet anyone’s standard because I dropped out of school and I have no direction in life at all.

People would be happy to see me suffer and die. These people are those I hurt badly. No one would ever visit me at all. I would be a loner till forever. In the end, my body would be thrown out in the sea instead of spending money for a piece of soil.

Oh well, I have to go. Because I think I need to buy at least a piece of soil for myself. (:

Supposedly, I am off to Subic today but unfortunately there was a change of luck last night. It is quite disappointing. There’s no one to blame, of course. Maybe there are more unfortunate events to happen and God is keeping us away from it. It is just so sad that we were only hours away from the exact time to depart but still everything sucked. There’s always next time and for sure there are many next times with them.

School starts on 27th. Of course, I would want it to end as soon as possible but that’s impossible. There are five months to study again. Sleepless nights, cramming and failing. (: See you!

I went at school to enroll yesterday. My friend, Jovy, went with me. After long hours of waiting, we went to Greenhills Shopping Center. We had late lunch at Kenny Rogers. Met with her friend, Migs. We looked for a nice gift to give her mom (she decided to buy lotion and perfume). No Mirrors, no movies.

We played at Timezone and her friend swiped! He didn’t even contribute for the credits. And the worst thing was when we rode a cab and he didn’t even offer to pay. Heck, that was just less than a hundred pesos. He’s rich, how come he ‘free ride’ all the way.

Jovy and I rode MRT and went to TriNoma. Checked out the movies but Mirrors was already starting and we couldn’t wait for the next screening. We decided to check at The Block but it was starting already, too. Even at the main mall. Oh gaad. Before we part ways, we saw the lotto station so we bought tickets. Sadly, none of my numbers appeared. Yesterday was really fun.

Anyway, I got two awards. Show ▼

Awarded by Yhan.

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Passing the award to Astrid, Baby Jen, Fia, Janelle, Kym, Ate Kuku, Ate Rachel.

Awarded by Krisel.

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Link to the person who ” LOVE ” you. Post the rules on your blog (this is what you are now reading). Tag 7 people at the end of your post and link to them.. Let each person know they have been “LOVED” and leave a comment on their blog. Sharing this award to Nika, Tiniwini, Nicole.

Sleepless nights to saturday night outs. Cramming to partying. Studying to doing nothing. I am embracing the whole break and never will I let go. I was out last saturday night to attend my friend’s debut. It was super fun because other friends were there, too! We had a wild night just because we are free to. This will be filled with pictures.

It was a memorable night. Because I love being with my friends, I enjoyed much. Happy Birthday Cheng! (:

I’ve done my full blog round again. That means I’ve dropped to everyone’s site. Well of course, only those who are linked in this site. I had never done that for weeks, I think. I’m so sorry. (:

I’d just like to top the paid post so I updated. I have something to tell, anyway. We’ve got our schedule for the second semester. HELL, YEA. I hate it. Same time, same time. And I think Dr. Apruebo will be one of our professors again. No way. So here, I did something so you’ll see what I m going to take next semester.

PE4 is Table Tennis. It’s indoor and morning class. Freak. Why haven’t they thought of scheduling our Physical Fitness, Lawn Tennis and Volleyball during morning and not during lunch time?! I’m excited with subjects related to psychology. And not much of laws. But we need that, e.

I am watching Three Dads One Mom. Even I still got loads to read for finals, I have the heart to prioritize this. Haha. 6 days before sembreak, I can’t wait. Seriously. Soon, I will be freeeeeeee. ((:

• Party again on saturday (October 11), oh no. I don’t have any money to buy the debutante a gift! HAHA.
• ‘Team Building’ of our block on October 15 at Eco Park, I think.