I am thinking of what I really want to be… and I spell n-o-t-h-i-n-g. What a boring life, e. I have tons of insecurities in life and those are to die because of.
I am still typing this kind of crappy rant at 6:50 am. Oh goodness, class starts at 8:30 am. And I am thinking of not going to school anymore. For real dropping all the subjects. I can do that but no. I would not. Random crappy rant.
Oh, I am still thinking of dropping teh subjects, be a bum and die really fat. And of course, no one would ever marry me because I did not meet anyone’s standard because I dropped out of school and I have no direction in life at all.
People would be happy to see me suffer and die. These people are those I hurt badly. No one would ever visit me at all. I would be a loner till forever. In the end, my body would be thrown out in the sea instead of spending money for a piece of soil.
Oh well, I have to go. Because I think I need to buy at least a piece of soil for myself. (:








